“I think you have a misconception”, my women’s studies professor told me. “Feminism is not ‘for women who step away from traditional feminine expectations and roles'”, she said, making air quotes. “Feminism is for all women. We want to support women’s freedom to choose their own options, and that includes being a mother, or a receptionist. It even includes being a sex object”. She paused and sighed. “In my day we were trying to get away from that, but now lots of women are seeking it. Anyway, my point is, feminism isn’t about telling women how they’re supposed to be. It’s fine to not conform to the expectations that are projected onto women but it’s also fine if you do, if it’s what you want for yourself”.
I understood her point, but it was still nevertheless true that lots of women who were not traditionally feminine had felt a special resonance with feminism. Feminism told them it was okay to be the way they were, in a world where everyone else was saying otherwise, so of course they had a special interest in it!
I just finished rereading 
Tomboys!, a collection of short reminiscences edited by Lynne Yamagushi and Karen Barber. The subtitle is “Tales of Dyke Derring-Do”. It is specifically about the experience of growing up unfeminine, or masculine if you prefer. Tomboyish, hoydenish, boisterous and forward and irrepressible, physical, nervy, athletic, competitive, immodest and not demurely amenable. Hell on wheels.
The women writing the pieces were definitely seeing themselves as revolutionary insurrectionists, and they saw it as specifically feminist bravery. How could they not?
Anyway, I’m reading these stories again, and, not for the first time, wishing for a similarly compiled collection from tomboyish women whose sexual orientation was towards male people. In particular, I’d be interested in reading how they negotiated a sexuality that didn’t require betraying their personalities and behavioral patterns as tomboys in order to be sexual participants with male partners. And how they structured their relationships.
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